Miss Emily Brown | World Traveler
She sounds a little like Kate Bush here. And I like this song. But I’m not sure if it’s simply because I’ve watched this so many times - the way one’s investment of time and effort on preparing a class presentation is bound to make one like whatever it is on.
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I took a geography course in first year. I didn’t know anyone in the class, and always sat alone on the left side of the lecture hall, near the front. Out of the four people I still remember from that class (other than the professors), only one of them I ever interacted with. It was a girl named Julia who also went to my tutorial; but either she was somehow eliminated from that part of my memory, or maybe she was always walking in late, I don’t remember sitting with her during the lectures at all. I do remember, however, the couple who would often sit in front of me (the girl had a pink UBC nalgene bottle that she put under the seat and the guy worked at Honour Roll) and a girl with long blond hair - usually tied up high in a ponytail - who sat behind me. She was pretty without makeup, wore outdoorsy clothes (and wellington boots - proper ones - before everyone started wearing them), and was always catching up with some guys she sat with before the lecture began. From eavesdropping on these conversations, I would find out that she played violin in a band, that they traveled to Victoria to perform, that somebody who saw them play recognized her at a supermarket because of her long ponytail, that her brother designed their CD packaging which she showed to the guys and most importantly, that she was the epitome of cool. I wanted to be her, or, at the very least, her friend.
In retrospect, maybe I can say now that the stalkerish worship probably would have ended if I just turned around and ask what kind of music her band played or something lame like that. But, knowing my tendency to turn conversations into a bagful of awkwardness very quickly by either saying too much or saying nothing at all (maybe both), it was probably for the best that I didn’t.
She plays the violin in this video.


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This movie made me feel a lot of feelings, mostly sad ones. It’s a really dark movie for a thing about children, you know, about how hard life is and how it’s really hard to make everyone OK.
As a film, it’s very well-made, the effects are amazing (the combination of CGI and puppetry creates a great sense of reality, and Jonze is never really showing off his effects, and this is coming from someone who still misses when they did everything with models), and the cinematography is gorgeous. It’s all this sunlight shining in and handheld shots that show you all these little telling details. But it’s really brown. And dark. I think the power of the visuals and the emotional commitment shown are responsible for its overall success, but those things didn’t really beat out the monsters’ over-earnest mopeyness and lack of general wildness.
[Spoiler/Talks About Feelings Alert]
I went to an advance screening of this movie (scored tickets via Scout!), and this is pretty much exactly how I feel about it. It was beautiful and great and and it did make me feel things - the kind of strange gut feeling you get as a child that mixes deliriousness with fear/anticipation of disappointment, is the best way I can put it - that stuck with me for a long time. But I can’t really bring myself to like the movie or anyone/-thing in it. Maybe it was the over-earnest mopeyness, maybe it was the familiar ending, maybe it was the people laughing really loudly at the twig-arm (I know it was supposed to be funny-sad), maybe it was because I didn’t grow up reading the book thus did not bond emotionally with Max(?), or maybe it’s because everything contributed to that feeling and I just didn’t like that.
Other things that are kind of related to the movie according to how my brain organizes these things:
- The Squid and the Whale
- Charlie Kaufman talking about Synecdoche, New York being sad (in the way like life is sad and people can connect via sadness, etc.) but not depressing
- “[…] but it is not comforting to look closely at one’s future when bleakness is its main characteristic.”](http://7.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_krrmlx0IZp1qz82t0o1_500.jpg)



